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|Thursday, October 30th, 2008|
AHHHH SO EXCITED
|Friday, October 24th, 2008|
|Friday, October 10th, 2008|
So Im currently listening to an amazing bootleg typical situation jam with a killer sax solo from 1993....amazing.
Anyways, my sleep patterns are so wacked out. I can't sleep on the weekends. Last night I went out and didn't drink or smoke and still slept when the sun rose and woke up the next day when the sun was setting.....typical sleeping pattern for me. Shits Rough.
Oh well, Im going home tonight and Im sure Ill get sleep, although I should probskies stay up to study for my upcoming midterms....hmmmm.....oh well. I hope I can find some delicious Apple Fritters when I go home!
P.S. So the Smashing Pumpkins are playing a show in NYC....god damn I wish I had money.
|Monday, September 22nd, 2008|
Things to do in no particular order:
Make More Money
Download more Moby
Get all the Live Trax
|Thursday, September 11th, 2008|
I need to sleep and study more.
|Wednesday, September 3rd, 2008|
So Im at Pace....
Its sick, I love it, I have friends, yeah!
|Sunday, August 24th, 2008|
I hate this place, I hate everyone here, I hate hating, when I have no real right to....I have it so much better than so many people....but I can't wait to leave. Fuck it. Seven Days....why are you going by so slowly?
.....Sometimes my head won't leave my head alone, I don't believe it will till I'm....
|Sunday, August 10th, 2008|
|Saturday, June 7th, 2008|
6 days untill my happy place, dancing under the stars, nothing but beauty flowing through my ears, mind, heart, soul.
|Wednesday, June 4th, 2008|
I fucking hate them and I cant wait to leave.
They are so god damn crazy.
|Wednesday, April 9th, 2008|
The sun is beautiful.
Its 4th quarter, my senior year, and Im in a funk. I dont care to do anything and Im never work out and I sleep constantly. However, Its almost April break, which ends with my 3rd favorite holiday, and after break there's only 1 WEEK left until may.
Then, in May there's vacation days, Ball, Picnic, Assasins, Mean Girls,etcetcetcetc.
THEN its JUNE where I get to once again get to see my favorite band in the whole wide world and be in my happy place aka dancing under the starts to the lovely tunes of DMB
And THEN its gradumification, which means I never have to go back to that horrible place called high school everever again.
|Sunday, March 30th, 2008|
Its weird to look back and see how different things are compared to how I though they would turn out. In every single aspect, but not at the same time.
Peace Jam this weekend!!!
I didnt get into Clark.
It sucks when you are so sure about something, and it doesnt turn out.
It sucks when you fight to with someone you love, because you are so angry/sad with them that you make them feel angry/sad which makes you even more angry/sad. Fighting is just a huge fucking circle, especially when its with a parent/sibling/lover/friend.
Anyways, I bought DMB tickets yesterday morning, 10 am, the minute they went on sale (as always). Im amped.
Its very possible that Ill be going to NYC to attend Pace next year, since Clark didnt turn out. Plus I got a nice scholarship there soooo....
"Everyday things change, but baiscally they stay the same."
|Thursday, March 20th, 2008|
Its March 20th.
86 days till graduation.
84 days till DMB 08.
30 days till April 20.
11 days until April starts.
11 days until Clark/BU send out admissions decisions.
9 days until DMB tickets go on sale.
0 days until spring starts.
Might I add that I have this incredible ability to predict shit that goes down in peoples lives, well before they tell me, alllll the time motherfuckers. Oh and that when people are obsessed with one another its creepy and annoying and stupid and immature. You are your own person, hypocritcal and all. Accept it and if you dont like it change it. Stop moping, your life is better than you think.
|Monday, January 28th, 2008|
It amazes me how oblivious people are to the way the world really is.
It drives me crazy that I have to wait until April to hear back from my schools. (Ahhh Clark just accept me so I can be a little less stressfree!!!!)
Its slightly obnoxious to me that the back window of the car I spent/continue to spend all my money on doesn't work. It annoys me more when people complain about material possesions they have, because people, including myself on many instances, take everything for granted. But thats what Livejournals for anyways....
YSAG? I dont even know If Im doing a good job with that. I really hope that people buy tickets to the ball. I really wish people would come. But then again I feel completely unmotivated with it, and GRYFF and everything else in my life....
Sometimes....okay, all the time, I wish I could take time off of the world. Just pause life for a moment and just live and be and enjoy. No parents, no history, no preconceived notions, just....existence....
I cant wait until I retire.
|Wednesday, July 4th, 2007|
Yes, it is the fourth of July, the day to celebrate America.
Well America here are some statistics for you:
So far this year, the US and NATO have killed 236 Afghan civilians.
So far this year, the Taliban has killed 178 Afghan civilians.
Interesting America. Fucking interesting.
|Thursday, May 31st, 2007|
The School to the Year NEEDS to be over. ASAP. NOW. THIS VERY SECOND.
In other news, prom was....whateva, no biggie, kinda lame.
In other news, I dont care about school, and have early stages of senioritis.
In other news, I realize that I love some of the people that I never hang out with outside of school more than my actual 'best friends'.
In other news, I am not going to get into college, and Ill be stuck living in hell for another four years.
In other news, there are still about 385 days left until I graduate....shit.
|Sunday, March 25th, 2007|
Dear Term Paper,
You are a dumb bitch. Why are you due so soon?
, so it should
be more like;
You are a dumb bitch. Why didn't you start sooner?
But what's the point of realizing I'm a slaker when I can blame it on something else?
|Wednesday, February 28th, 2007|
If dave is on the rumored tour dates I'm a bust a cap in yo ass.
ahhh please be not in August pleaseeeeeee
|Tuesday, February 27th, 2007|
Ummm wow this sucks.
The one thing I was looking forward to is gone, the one thing I was actually passionate about it ruined, and it will all blow over soon, I just want the week+weekend to be over so it can be CAPT WEEK!
Oh, and I want my term paper to be written.
Oh, and I want to get my license/have money to pay for drivers ed/have a car.
Oh, and I want to leave my house and chill w/ people I actually am friends with!
Oh, and I want to punch someone really hard and then cry because I hurt my fist, b/c that's what I would do (lame I know)
Oh, and I want to Idontevenknowanymore.
I really just want to sleep for weeksandweeksandweeks.
How can I want so much, when other's have so little? Screw Human Nature. Can this day,week,month,YEAR
please be over now?
|Tuesday, January 16th, 2007|
Holy shit new favorite song ever is Dig by Incubus.
Go check that shit out.